I'm not trying to be. I... If I agreed to something like that, I still wouldn't have mentioned the stuff with Wesker. That never pinged my radar as a risk in the first place.
[It isn't something he's admitting in defiance, either. Rather, he keeps fiddling with Sneasel's claws and averts his gaze.]
... And exhale. A long, long, exhale as she makes to play with the ends of her hair. ]
Honestly, because it is Albert, I wouldn't either. But because I would if it was anyone else, I'm furious with both of you for not telling me.
[ Which she knows makes no sense. ]
... I can't help but worry, do you understand? This, other things. Our lives are so chaotic and dangerous these days. Did you know some man apparently kidnapped a load people and tortured them back in October? I only found out because of doing my research for that guide. And when you vanished in August, when Albert and everyone else did too... And hell, that's not even getting into what's happening to our bodies. When I--
[ That's too much. she cuts off her own concerns about her body and waves a hand to dismiss it. ]
This is acknowledging that things are wrong much more than he's comfortable with. He's been perfectly content with coasting along through everything he can and recklessly plowing through everything he can't. As long as he keeps that up at least somewhat, he won't trip up. It's an incredibly selfish way of looking at things, but there's a limit to how much he'll give up his selfishness, and some fleeting petty part of him hopes it stays that way.
There's something bigger and more permanent coming for you and the city. The veil is still unstable. Only the right hands can fix things.
Someone kidnapped and tortured people. That blows that guy who cut off someone's hand out of the water. It's a glaringly sharp contrast to what's always been a peaceful city... Or a peaceful city until lately, anyway. Maybe it's always been like this and they simply didn't have the capacity to notice. He takes a moment to press his hands against his face, to push some of his hair aside.]
That was a lot. Come on, sit down.
[He's still tense, but he's slouched sufficiently that it doesn't look like he's about to run out the door anymore. This is Elda. His mom, as difficult as it is to get that out, to accept it as real. It doesn't sound like this is simply worrying about him anymore. What part of that should he address first? No, that's not really a question, is it?]
Don't... don't. Whatever little worries I have isn't what this is about.
[ Not really, not entirely. But all the same, to be asked to sit down - she doesn't want to sit opposite of him. Instead she makes to pull up the leg rest and get right in front of him, sitting on that and hanging her head a little. But despite what she says, it's not really ... she doesn't have a good follow up to that, honestly. ]
[Because Elda herself admitted that since it was Wesker it wasn't really a big deal. Sneasel wriggles out of Silver's lap and goes to join Elda instead.]
Don't throw my works back at me. That argument stung a lot.
[ But fine, she'll put the smoothie down to instead hold Berry closer to her, pulling the Sneasel in closer. It's weird, how it's like a cat but... not. She hopes one of the more clingy cats in the manor doesn't see this and get cross. But all the same... ]
In those memories, Silver. You're still a human boy, is that right?
[He could make some sort of quip about how he wouldn't be surprised if everyone he knew were monster people or maybe that guy with the anime hair is a vampire, but it doesn't seem like the time for that.]
Are you saying that you aren't?
[There's no way to delicately ask that question, but he doesn't seem terribly surprised either. Elda's eyes aren't exactly normal human material, she can't handle bright lights anymore, she has her own personal coffin...]
[ . . . Ah, had she really not spelled it out for her before now? She toys a little with her hands, resting them across her lap and as such holding Berry closer. she frowns and... ]
No. ... No, I'm not.
[ She isn't, rather? Elda closes her eyes and says, ]
So that means you and all the others are mine? [ She laughs - something like a giggle, but it's also.. older. It descends into some Evil Old Lady Laugh without her noticing.
I'm alright with a guardian vampire. Aren't we working on papers that certify that I'm yours?
[...That's really happening. He pauses for a moment to bask in his fondness of the thought- he's going to have to do more than try to relieve tension at some point, but right now... Maybe if he talks about it like it's no big deal, it will help it seem like less of one.]
We are. Assuming nothing goes wrong and a judge doesn't hold us up, we should finish... late next month? Maybe the month after. Anywhere between sixty and a hundred days is what I've looked up.
[ It's something to center herself on, to focus on that one and the mechanics of it, the preparation for the fact that Silver...
She smiles, and she can't help but reach out and pinch his cheek, just a little. Or at least try to. ]
Pretty useless during the day, once it comes to that.
It'll burn me. I'm pretty sure that direct exposure will kill me.
[ . . . She might as well just. Spell it out. It's better this way, he should know. ] But I don't know if anything can be done about it. I know she survived with a thick blanket over it, so even a coat might help, but it's not... that's probably not worth the risk.
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[...They're discussing this. They're discussing his future criminal activity calmly over a damn smoothie.]
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[ She huffs at this and then sips a lot more of her smoothie. ]
You're missing the point, boy. The point is that I can't just find out about risks you've taken after the fact!
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Everything I do is a risk.
[He almost continues, and instead holds up Sneasel's claws that he's been playing with to get his point across.]
I think the least risky thing I regularly do is hang out with my friend that shoots fire out of his hands.
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Please don't be coy with me, Silver.
[ But no, he's being serious, isn't he?
... Siiiip. ]
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[It isn't something he's admitting in defiance, either. Rather, he keeps fiddling with Sneasel's claws and averts his gaze.]
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... And exhale. A long, long, exhale as she makes to play with the ends of her hair. ]
Honestly, because it is Albert, I wouldn't either. But because I would if it was anyone else, I'm furious with both of you for not telling me.
[ Which she knows makes no sense. ]
... I can't help but worry, do you understand? This, other things. Our lives are so chaotic and dangerous these days. Did you know some man apparently kidnapped a load people and tortured them back in October? I only found out because of doing my research for that guide. And when you vanished in August, when Albert and everyone else did too... And hell, that's not even getting into what's happening to our bodies. When I--
[ That's too much. she cuts off her own concerns about her body and waves a hand to dismiss it. ]
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This is acknowledging that things are wrong much more than he's comfortable with. He's been perfectly content with coasting along through everything he can and recklessly plowing through everything he can't. As long as he keeps that up at least somewhat, he won't trip up. It's an incredibly selfish way of looking at things, but there's a limit to how much he'll give up his selfishness, and some fleeting petty part of him hopes it stays that way.
There's something bigger and more permanent coming for you and the city. The veil is still unstable. Only the right hands can fix things.
Someone kidnapped and tortured people. That blows that guy who cut off someone's hand out of the water. It's a glaringly sharp contrast to what's always been a peaceful city... Or a peaceful city until lately, anyway. Maybe it's always been like this and they simply didn't have the capacity to notice. He takes a moment to press his hands against his face, to push some of his hair aside.]
That was a lot. Come on, sit down.
[He's still tense, but he's slouched sufficiently that it doesn't look like he's about to run out the door anymore. This is Elda. His mom, as difficult as it is to get that out, to accept it as real. It doesn't sound like this is simply worrying about him anymore. What part of that should he address first? No, that's not really a question, is it?]
When you what? Tell me.
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[ Not really, not entirely. But all the same, to be asked to sit down - she doesn't want to sit opposite of him. Instead she makes to pull up the leg rest and get right in front of him, sitting on that and hanging her head a little. But despite what she says, it's not really ... she doesn't have a good follow up to that, honestly. ]
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[Because Elda herself admitted that since it was Wesker it wasn't really a big deal. Sneasel wriggles out of Silver's lap and goes to join Elda instead.]
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Don't throw my works back at me. That argument stung a lot.
[ But fine, she'll put the smoothie down to instead hold Berry closer to her, pulling the Sneasel in closer. It's weird, how it's like a cat but... not. She hopes one of the more clingy cats in the manor doesn't see this and get cross. But all the same... ]
In those memories, Silver. You're still a human boy, is that right?
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[He could make some sort of quip about how he wouldn't be surprised if everyone he knew were monster people or maybe that guy with the anime hair is a vampire, but it doesn't seem like the time for that.]
Are you saying that you aren't?
[There's no way to delicately ask that question, but he doesn't seem terribly surprised either. Elda's eyes aren't exactly normal human material, she can't handle bright lights anymore, she has her own personal coffin...]
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No. ... No, I'm not.
[ She isn't, rather? Elda closes her eyes and says, ]
... She's a vampire.
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[This is not a joke tag-]
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No, not that I've seen. But I do erase memories, control bats, and see in the dark. Almost as cool as those Dusk books, I'm sure.
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[Fortunately, as he is not Goro, he won't go on some long dissertation about the books.]
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[ No, definitely, she keeps grinning. Vampire politics... huh? You know, she wonders, ]
I've seen little outside her family, but I did claim my territory. Perhaps the politics I'm to remember are equally chaotic.
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[...Which is a sort of lonely thought if he thinks about it, but hopefully it's said lighthearted enough to not be a problem.]
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It is a lonely thought. ]
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[...That's really happening. He pauses for a moment to bask in his fondness of the thought- he's going to have to do more than try to relieve tension at some point, but right now... Maybe if he talks about it like it's no big deal, it will help it seem like less of one.]
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[ It's something to center herself on, to focus on that one and the mechanics of it, the preparation for the fact that Silver...
She smiles, and she can't help but reach out and pinch his cheek, just a little. Or at least try to. ]
Pretty useless during the day, once it comes to that.
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[...He doesn't want to think about the dome, however, and quickly changes his angle.]
Is it going to weaken or hurt you? When it comes to that, if there's anything I can do to make things easier, I want to do it.
[It's not like he'll ever have trouble with the sun. He can run errands for her during the day and come visit her later at night...]
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[ . . . She might as well just. Spell it out. It's better this way, he should know. ] But I don't know if anything can be done about it. I know she survived with a thick blanket over it, so even a coat might help, but it's not... that's probably not worth the risk.