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[feistytrader]

[...That gets Silver to pause for a moment. He isn't jealous, but hearing it like that makes him consider the fact that he has no idea about how... Anyone in his memories is doing, really. Are they dead? Are they somewhere around the city? It's unsettling to think about.]

Don't get too jealous until you know the whole story. Everything in those memories is already set in stone, but you can make whatever you want out of yourself.

[There's something in his expression that doesn't quite match his words.]

[twostringsonebow]

[It'd be hard not to notice even if he wasn't a detective.]

I suppose so. It's good advice, anyway, if something happens that I don't like.

[... Does he want to... pry... Can he? He can, can't he? Yeah.]

What about you? Are you jealous of yours?

[feistytrader]

Of course I am. He's maybe ten and way cooler than me. It pisses me off.

[There's so much more to it than that and he knows it, but that's all he offers for now as he digs into his shaved ice.]

[twostringsonebow]

I think you're plenty cool.

[feistytrader]

[...Well, now he's stuck in a catch 22. If he opens up to Goro, he admits that he's a huge loser. If he doesn't, he's a god damn liar.

So rather than either, he takes a huge bite- yes, bite- into his shaved ice and finds somewhere else to look.]

[twostringsonebow]

[His sincerity is charming, isn't it. Goro's smile falls a little, wondering if he said something wrong and being vaguely perturbed by Silver's lack of immediate consequences in biting his shaving ice, and he lets the quiet linger a bit more.

Opening up to Silver hasn't been tooth pulling. He tucks some stray hair behind his ear and clears his throat.]

... I'm going to wish for courage.

[feistytrader]

[...Well, it gets Silver to look back at Goro again. That's simple and elegant in a way he wasn't expecting, and he's sort of mad that he didn't think of it himself. In fact-]

I'm stealing your wish.

[More courage... So he won't run away from situations. So he can admit that he does get scared sometimes. So he doesn't hurt the people he cares about anymore. ...That's something he needs to do himself too, isn't it? He takes another bite of his shaved ice.]

[twostringsonebow]

I don't think you need to, Silver, you're rather brave [stupid??] with your ice chewing.

[Like what the fuck man, seriously, does that not like. Hurt something of you.]

[feistytrader]

[Chew your ice like a man Goro]

I'm a coward. All the ice chewing in the world isn't gonna change that.

[Not everyone's from fucking Persona Goro, some of us can't just drink smoothies to increase our guts-]

[twostringsonebow]

[IT ALSO INCREASES YOUR CHARM, KNOWLEDGE, KINDNESS, AND PROFICIENCY WITH DIFFERENT BLENDS SOMEHOW.]

No, I just... don't think I've ever met someone who can do that without suffering consequences, that's all. It's both impressive and a little frightening.

[feistytrader]

[...Here he was, getting all honest and emotional, and all Goro really wanted was advice on how to bite into shaved ice.]

The cold never bothered me anyway.

[That was not his cue to quote Frozen, was it.]

[twostringsonebow]

[They have had their emotional episode this thread??? Please.]

You're a monster. [simple.] Do you really think yourself a coward?

[feistytrader]

I don't think I'm a coward. I know I am.

[He says it dismissively and waves his hand like it's no big deal.]

Do you think you're a coward, Goro? Or do you just want a little boost in courage anyway?

[twostringsonebow]

[That!! Earns his silence, staring at his shaved ice before biting into it delicately, so he doesn't get an immediate regret.]

I think I'm okay in most ways. [Not a complete coward.] But I do feel as if I lack in others.

[... Like having the courage to open up to others, which is something he knows he should change. But mostly to ask his crush out on dates and stuff.]

Determination is really where my strengths lie, though I don't think courage has anything to do with it. More like stubborn pride.

[feistytrader]

You are a pretty prideful guy.

[...Look, he has to get his kicks in somehow.]

[twostringsonebow]

[Hey, at least he knows! He laughs a little, smiling cheekily.]

Though not to a fault or without reason, I think. I believe that's something we share, Silver?

[feistytrader]

Please. If my pride's a sink, yours is a firehose.

[It's not the most elegant analogy, but it gets the point across.]

[twostringsonebow]

[...]

You're draining to be around?

[feistytrader]

You're really sinking your chances with me, you know.

[twostringsonebow]

At some point, I'll only be able to rise again!

[#optimistic]

[feistytrader]

Not if you wash it all away.

[You brought the sink puns upon yourself.]