My luck seems bad, but I think it's also good in some ways. It's fine. I'm over it.

[ But, yeah, he was having moments and will probably still have moments. He does think of it... A little more positively now. Somehow. ]

Swinging through the trees, sailing the seas. [ He thinks that would be fun?? But— ] I guess not. Some of my memories seem jumbled in terms of timeline, but... I want to think it isn't the end for us, so I just need to have faith.

[ ... ]

I don't want to lose you... Or anyone else.