feistytrader: (steals dave's shades)
Silver "seeks NPC life" Bells [Gintaro Suzukaze] ([personal profile] feistytrader) wrote2000-03-04 04:32 pm

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specify the kind of thread (voice/action/etc) and the date (mm/dd pref) in the thread please!
eyeswideopen: (The deeper and darker the despair...)

[personal profile] eyeswideopen 2016-07-12 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
[There's silence. He's struggling to even bring it up. There's a mixture of embarrassment to go with the pain. He'd really been the biggest fool.]

...I believe the last thing I told you about my situation with Hinata had to do with I realized I was in love with him.

[Never a good sign to begin with that but he's getting right to the point.]

He found out four months ago. But, never rejected me. He didn't say anything about it at all. I was a fool, and let myself get closer and closer.

[Can you see where this is heading Silver. Definitely not good places as the chains rattle and a sense of despair washes in like a void to swallow everything else.]

Until I didn't realize what a trap I'd set for myself!
eyeswideopen: (Hinata.)

[personal profile] eyeswideopen 2016-07-12 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
No. It's...much more complicated.

[There's a thunk. He may have just head desked but no one can prove that. Or that second thunk. Stop judging.]

Ah, I'm making a mess of this. Like I expected any less of myself! In the four months since we've been...getting closer. Then one day we um.

Nearly went past that line. You know the one! It says friendship on it in big bold letters. Because you, [Sighhhh.] Definitely don't nearly kiss a friend.

I started realizing that we were basically in a relationship. Except he kept dragging it back to friends and wasn't giving me an answer.

[His frustration finally, finally, snarls into the link like a dragon let loose. Four months of frustration is a nasty thing.]
Edited 2016-07-12 03:28 (UTC)