...I don't know how much of it she knows. I never told her much, and I think there's confidentiality laws about this kind of thing.

[Certainly Elda knew he was a child with a number of problems, but all of this? Probably not. He's not sure if he wants to tell her any of that, either. He's a lot less nice to Elda, and she might not believe him if he had a sudden change of heart anyway. There's not much of a point in opening that can of worms.]